Are you, as meal replacement users, ready for the consequences?

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If this can help Xiao Ning calm down and prevent the other person from trying to commit suicide like they did in Ring.

Even if he were stabbed several times, Takamatsu Akari would probably just endure it and wouldn't even cry out.

"Tsk, Xiaodeng's tone is really boring."

With her entire body weight resting on Takamatsu, Ningzi felt a burning fire in her heart that seemed to be heading straight for her brain.

They wanted to devour Takamatsu Teng alive.

Eat her.

Let her become part of your body.

That way she won't call herself Xiangzi anymore.

I will remember this for the rest of my life... I'm so sorry, I was really incredibly rude of me, but I'm going to remember this for the rest of my life.

"continue or not?"

continue?

Gao Songdeng didn't understand what Ningzi meant by "continue".

Yes, should I continue to do these kinds of things to myself?

Well, as long as Xiaoning is happy, I have no objection.

The pain at the wound lingered, and with the added moisture from the saliva, Deng winced in pain.

"uncomfortable?"

"No."

"That's great."

Grabbing Takamatsu's collar, Ningzi snatched the penguin up in one swift motion.

Fueled by her fear of the dark and the effects of the drug, Toyokawa Ningko felt she could now do anything she wanted.

For example, like this.

Ningzi dragged Gaosong Deng all the way from the storage room door to the ping-pong room, turned on the indoor lights, and locked the plastic door.

Ningzi pressed Takamatsu down on the ping-pong table, admiring the barely suppressed bewilderment in Takamatsu's eyes.

Yes, that's exactly the kind of bewildered feeling I want!

What are you pretending for? You've been bitten and you're still enduring it. Endure, endure, endure, endure, endure! You're enduring Shiina Tatsuki for a second!

Are they really so aloof that they can't even react to being bitten?

"Aren't you afraid of needing a rabies vaccine?"

"Not afraid."

"Aren't you afraid of my current state?"

"I'm not afraid..."

"Why? Why aren't you afraid?"

"Because it's Xiao Ning..."

"What are you saying? Did I force you? Don't make it sound like you're giving in for me."

Gao Songdeng didn't know what to say; Ningzi's sudden change and actions startled her.

Is this why Ningzi wanted everyone to stay away from her, and even preferred to bear everything alone and remain anonymous?

Is this current reaction a lingering effect? ​​Because the illness has affected Ningzi's emotions.

Takamatsu's feelings were very complicated. She wanted to comfort Ningzi, hug Ningzi and cry, and she also wanted to hear Ningzi tell her story.

All the words I had in my heart were reduced to just three in the end.

"sorry."

"..."

Ningzi silently stepped back, leaving Gao Songdeng on the ping-pong table, creating a safe distance between them.

What am I doing...? Why am I like this...?

My hands are itchy and weak from excessive exertion.

"It's okay, I forgive you, Xiaodeng, and I'm sorry."

I'm sorry I couldn't bite your finger off.

I'm really sorry that I didn't let Lord Takamatsu have his fill of fun.

"Xiao Ning...are you feeling better now?"

Approaching Ningzi slowly, Deng's steps were small and his pace was slow, as if he was testing Ningzi's bottom line little by little.

"Me? I've always been fine."

While speaking, Ningzi's eyes were fixed on Takamatsu's wound.

It's truly a beautiful masterpiece! I want to keep tearing Takamatsu Akari apart, crushing her, and then biting myself to death too!

“Neko”.

After finding a suitable spot, the lamp boldly embraced Ningzi in the next instant.

The collision of hearts, mixed with the scent of blood and the fragrance of a young girl, left Toyokawa Ningko's mind blank.

what is this.

Embrace?

For me?

Ch104. I hate you, probably.

Takamatsu hugged herself.

Do not understand.

At first, she cried and begged Gao Songdeng to bring her here, which caused a lot of trouble.

Finally, he bit her.

But Takamatsu still hugged herself.

It was as if nothing had happened.

Ningzi didn't know how to express her current feelings.

She knew the medication was affecting her behavior.

She knew the medicine belonged to the Toyokawa family, and she could guess why they had switched her medication.

She understands everything, except…

Takamatsu lights.

It is completely incomprehensible why a victim would feel affection for an abuser, or even show tenderness towards them.

Sure enough, Takamatsu Akari also has a mental illness.

Because they were wearing sportswear, most of Xiaodeng and Ningzi's insignificant skin was exposed.

These fair and delicious things rubbed against each other, and Ningzi was pressed against the door of the ping-pong room by Gao Songdeng.

"what?"

Why is it that now it's Gao Songdeng who's pressing him down?

Hmph, so high and mighty, Takamatsu Akari.

Ningzi was too lazy to break free from the other person, so she just stared at the light without saying a word.

"Would biting me make Xiao Ning feel better?"

If Ningzi hadn't led the wrong way, she wouldn't have nearly fainted in the warehouse.

So Xiao Ning can vent her frustrations however she wants.

As long as Xiao Ning doesn't leave me again, doesn't cut ties with me again, that's all that matters.

Although it was Xiangzi, not Ningzi, who was there during their last parting on that rainy day, Gao Songdeng's heart still aches whenever she thinks that Ningzi might say the same thing.

"Maybe, I don't know."

"That…"

"Sorry, stop talking, just stay away from me."

Ningzi could smell the scent of Takamatsu, but she could smell more than just the scent of Takamatsu.

Why do you feel that there's no trace of love in the air? And how can you tell that Xiangzi's scent isn't spreading here? Actually, Hailing and Lixi can smell it themselves...

It smells so good, everyone. It's strong and powerful, and under the influence of the Takamatsu lamp, it rushes into your bodies.

This can't go on. Luckily the lights are bright, or I'd really go crazy.

I can't take any more medication... God knows why I didn't think straight back then; my weak willpower made me want to abuse it.

I am hopeless, just like humans.

Even more tragically, I am human.

"Well?"

As Ningzi's eyes gradually dimmed, Takamatsu's lamp moved.

She proactively placed her injured hand near Ningzi's mouth, like a royal chef holding a plate.

"Ning, shall we continue?"

I don't want to continue.

"..."

"it is good…"

The trembling of Ningzi's lips indicated that she was not at peace at the moment, and when Takamatsu's fingertips touched Ningzi's tongue again, just like ten minutes ago, both of them felt as if they had been electrocuted.

"Please start eating... Xiao Ning..."

If so, this will make you feel better.

I can't help you with anything, what kind of friend am I... If only I had figured everything out earlier... on the day I met Xiangzi, or the day Ningzi first substituted for Xiangzi in rehearsal...

On Xiao Ning's lonely journey through life, at least there will be some fun... so she won't be lonely or bored, and there will be people to keep her entertained with drinks...

So please start eating!

This is the only thing I can do!

Please! Take a bite!

“I… Little Lamp…”

I don't know what to say, Toyokawa Ningko.

She knew the lamp was kind and caring towards her, but...

Isn't this a bit too heavy? Little Lamp? You're a normal person... You're different from me. You should be happy like a normal girl, but why are you...?

"Why are you approaching me... Get away from me! Can't you see? I'm a coward who's afraid even of the dark... I even need medication to have the courage to stand up..."

Ningzi tried to push the light on, but her arms were too weak and she couldn't muster any strength.

Damn it, this feeling of wanting to resist but being powerless and having to let others do whatever they want is really unpleasant.

"Because we're going to be friends for life, right, Xiao Ning?"

The lamp was calm, or at least it made itself appear very calm.

"A lifetime? Are you serious? If you are..."

Then you really are a lunatic.

Why do you want to spend your whole life with me? We've only known each other for a few weeks, why do you think we're qualified to entrust our lives to each other?

"Xiao Ning, don't speak."