Chapter 123 Unable to Save Myself 1
Chapter 123 Unable to Save Myself 1
Tuanzi felt a little lost after returning to the system space. When he turned around, he saw a bunch of feathers floating in the air.
The feathers rushed over happily, rubbed against the dumpling, and wrapped the dumpling into a badminton.
Tuanzi's time of loss ended, his time of confusion began, and he began to doubt his cat life.
If I remember correctly, it didn't pluck so many feathers, did it?
Where do these feathers come from? Can it give birth to puppies?
He looked at the white ball in front of him and closed his eyes. If he didn't close his eyes, he would be blinded by the faint light from the feathers.
A single feather is a glimmer, but what about a bunch of feathers?
That is a magical tool that can blind cats eyes!!!
【678? ! 】
[This was sent by the world consciousness, probably a request from Yue.]
Tuanzi collapsed, and the feathers left tactfully, but they just stood in front of Tuanzi and didn't move.
【What are you doing? 】
[…Want a hug? ]
678's tone was somewhat tentative, and Tuanzi had no other choice but to stretch out his claws and scoop up a few feathers and put them in his mouth.
As a result, the feathers actually moved aside and followed the dumpling.
Tuanzi breathed a sigh of relief and jumped onto the sofa, sitting there, his tail flapping the sofa uncontrollably.
The cat was really scared to death, facing such a scene as soon as it came back. If the feathers were not inedible, it would have taken a few bites to teach them a lesson!
[Congratulations to the host for completing the intermediate world and receiving 500 points as a reward. 50 points for the memory enhancer have been automatically deducted.]
[The duration of this system space stay is 72 hours. ]
[Currently remaining points: 4,395.]
[Currently ranked 200+ in the overall list of the healing department]
Tuanzi wagged his tail and lay nonchalantly in the pile of feathers, doubting his cat life, while 678, who was sorting out information, was silent.
This goal is a bit miserable.
But is this the world that the host cultivates in? I thought it would be easy like the primary world.
With Silent 678 continuing to organize the information, Tuanzi watched TV while holding a pile of feathers.
These feathers don't seem to come from the same person. When one feather is hugged, the other feathers will rush to Tuanzi.
If it is not held, it will just float in front of Tuanzi and refuse to leave, which gives Tuanzi a headache. With such a small body, how many feathers can it hold?!
But what if I have a headache again?
Tuanzi, who had no choice but to face it, came up with a good idea.
There were a bunch of feathers in his arms, one pile on the left, one pile on the right, and even behind him.
At first glance you can't see the cat, just the glowing feathers.
But as long as you don't float in front of it, it's a bit uncomfortable for your eyes to look at.
678 seemed to want to say something but hesitated. Finally, thinking about the rules in the system regulations, he shut his mouth, staring at Tuanzi with green eyes with some worry.
Tuanzi was so busy holding Feather and playing with Feather that he didn't notice anything for a while.
The three days passed very quickly while we were having fun. It felt like Tuanzi had only been playing for a short while when 678 started sending out reminders.
Before leaving, the feathers were all wilted, but that didn't stop it. They just floated around the dumpling and sent it into the world gate.
As soon as Tuanzi left, the feathers gathered around the TV and started watching it. 678 felt a headache looking at the feathers acting like big shots, but he didn't care in the end.
These feathers have no intelligence and just follow the weak emotions. It doesn't make sense to explain them and it's a waste of time.
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[World transfer completed, please host receive the information. ]
The scene begins with a man trying to grab a woman but being stopped.
His face was filled with anger, and the woman huddled behind another man.
"Beat the child! I won't marry you! If you hadn't tried to please my mother, she and I would never have separated!"
"We have examined the child and it is most likely a boy."
The other man was protecting the woman, his eyes flickering as he said this, but the man opposite him suddenly froze for a moment.
Then the picture sped up, and Tuanzi could only see a rough outline. It seemed that the two people were married.
Later, the child was born.
It's a girl.
"……girl?"
The woman's expression was not pleasant, and the man's face was gloomy as well.
The child was not abandoned, but was sent to a relative's home by these two people.
Give them some money every month and ask them to help take care of the care.
The two men frowned, but still agreed.
Although I feel a little unhappy as if I am taking the blame, the love is real.
"Xiao Shuya, let's go. Your uncle will carry you on his back!"
"You only know how to pamper her, but you don't even realize how old Shuya is and she still can't walk!"
"Then don't think about what to cook for her every day."
"Still talking back!"
The little child was carried on the man's back with a bright smile on his face, and a woman was giggling behind his back.
Obviously, even if the child is not their biological child, they still take good care of him.
That's right, she is too spoiled. When other children are starting to learn to walk, she is still being spoiled.
The picture sped up again, and when it slowed down, the expressions of the two people were very conflicted.
"Hello? Is that Xiaojie?"
"It's me. Thank you for taking care of her for the past three years.
We have another boy, and we are thinking of raising him together to foster our relationship. I will come and pick him up the day after tomorrow."
"……Ah good."
It didn't specify who it was, but they knew who it was.
In the last two days, they took the child around and took a last look at the place.
Although there are no tall buildings in the countryside, the little children still enjoy seeing them.
She also ate snails.
like!
There are also bottle caps that can be exchanged for money to buy food!
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"Xiao Shuya, your dad will come to pick you up soon. You're just as sweet as before, okay?"
"Ah? Dad? What about aunt and uncle?"
The two of them didn't say anything, just smiled and touched her head.
When the man came, he felt a little unhappy when he saw the child who couldn't walk being carried on his back, but he didn't say anything in the end.
The scene speeds up again, and a family of four lives in a small rental house.
At the beginning, their life was pretty good, although a little hard. But little Wen Shuya was sweet-mouthed and always got snacks from the adults, so the two men liked her quite a bit.
When did the change begin?
Maybe a few years later the woman realized that her son couldn't change anything.
She was still not accepted, so she turned her attention to the child who knew nothing.
"Wen Shuya! Don't pull your hand back!"
She raised the ruler and slapped the little hand again and again. Wen Shuya cried and tried to pull her hand back, but was yelled at.
There was a gleam of excitement in the woman's eyes. The little boy stood timidly behind her, not understanding why his sister was being beaten.
But he didn't dare to go over, he was afraid of being beaten.
Once, there will be two times.
Countless reasons can all serve as excuses.
For example, she didn’t get first place, and for example, she was only a few years old but couldn’t recite the text she was going to learn next year.
It started with hitting the palms, then moved on to hitting the arms, and then to the body.
She is nine years old and has had this experience for a long time.
The room is not soundproofed, and from time to time you can hear the sound of children being beaten next door, but not so often.
After failing to get first place again, she was carried to the balcony and her hands were hung by ropes.
Her mother's face was distorted and she hit the little girl on the head with her high heels.
Red blood flowed out and she whimpered softly, hoping to be spared.
She didn't understand why her mother was so strict with her while her brother didn't need to be asked to do the same.
The feeling of blood loss and dizziness came over her, and she wondered if she was going to die.
"Mother……"
Please stop fighting, okay?
"Shut up! How could I give birth to a fool like you! You are not my child! You must have been taken away by mistake!!"
Her plea was interrupted before she could even finish her words. Please, if only someone could come and save her.
Anyone can...
The feeling of death loomed over her and she was afraid.
At this time, a man appeared, pushed the woman away and rescued her.
It’s dad.
The little girl opened her eyes and looked at the figure. Her father saved her.
My father divorced that woman for this reason.
She and her brother followed their father and moved from one rental house to another.
She actually didn't have any feelings for her brother.
Her brother would neither bully her nor help her.
But he would come to comfort her sometimes, but only very rarely.
After all, that woman didn't know how to hide it and beat him in front of my brother.
Therefore, the younger brother didn't dare to get close to her, for fear of being implicated and beaten.
What is the meaning of life?
Perhaps most people don’t take it seriously. They have thought about it but are afraid of the worldly gaze, so they disguise themselves and never think deeply about it.
So, what is it?
Is it sunshine?
Is it the sea water? Is it the nagging of parents?
Or the purring of a cat, or the enthusiasm of a puppy?
She didn't know, because she couldn't find her own meaning, and just lived like a walking corpse.
Sometimes she wondered if there was a moment when she found the meaning of living for herself.
she……
Can you live for yourself?
————(The main text is over. I have a lot to say today, and I don’t really want to include what the author said because it might be ignored.)
In this world, a little cutie gave me some advice that was somewhat similar to that of a girl around me, so I decided to use her as the prototype.
The name was also provided by the cute little guy who gave the suggestion.
I have asked the person next to me about these things, and they really happened.
She had a very hard past, so even though she has left that environment now she still can't let it go. Even though she smiles every day she still cares about the past in her heart.
She would chat with a smile every day, but sometimes she would just read a novel in silence without saying a word.
Isn't this a form of escape? Because reality is too cruel, so it's okay to escape at this time.
To be honest, when she broke down before, I read the chat records between her and her father, and comforted her many times.
I couldn't understand how such a family could exist, and there was nothing I could do.
She becomes very pessimistic when she is drunk and always distrusts people.
Sometimes when she gets drunk she would hug me and cry because she felt wronged because I was mean to her, but she is also very sharp.
Roses are beautiful but fragile, so they need thorns to protect themselves.
She would test my tolerance again and again, just to make sure I wouldn't leave.
To be honest, I was very sad and angry when she doubted me again and again, but I never wanted to give up because I really felt sorry for her.
To be honest, I was crying while writing this, because I have truly come into contact with her, and I was deeply touched.
She was very cute and cheerful when she was a child. I used to feel a little inferior when I heard that she was so cheerful and cute when she was a child, but later on I only felt heartache.
Because I didn’t understand it at that time, and I was very psychologically fragile when I was a child.
Even outsiders would feel angry after hearing this, not to mention me who is already more vulnerable.
So, I really envy those cheerful people who are like a little sun. I can never be like that and I am a weak person who can only cry.
I wrote this because I don’t want to confuse those little cuties who don’t understand why a character is suddenly written so miserable.
Or maybe I feel that some of the people in the film don't behave in a way that's consistent with their characters.
I can tell you responsibly that since it is adapted from facts, there is no character setting.
The initial setting is the same, but I will change a lot of the subsequent developments, because she didn’t meet Tuanzi in reality, but I want her to be happy.
We were chatting the night before I wrote this, and she said she didn't care anymore, but her eyes were a little red and she looked like she was about to cry.
I didn't say much in response to what she said at that time. I just listened. While feeling sorry for her, I also remembered my story.
At that time, a sentence suddenly came to my mind: Why is there so much malice towards girls in this world?
Some things happened during that period, and I was in a daze, but others still didn't restrain themselves towards me.
Among the three of us, I am always the one following behind. We are together just to avoid feeling out of place, because we really have nothing to say. Even if we say it, it’s useless because we will be ignored or misinterpreted.
To be honest, I was very timid at that time. I had to think for a long time before talking to people. In the end, I couldn’t say anything and thought I would just give up. This delayed a lot of things.
It’s the same now, except that it’s much better not to talk to people face to face. I always joke that I’m useless. After all, how can there be a job that doesn’t require facing people?
I always feel a little panicked when facing people, but I need to be patient in order to survive.
I care a lot about other people’s eyes and thoughts, but as long as I can’t see other people’s eye expressions and they can’t see me, or as long as we’re separated by a screen and the tone of disgust isn’t so obvious, then it’s fine.
So we all understand each other, maybe because our hearts are inherently incomplete. I know several people of this type.
I wanted Tuanzi to appear soon after she started having that idea, no later.
It would have been fine if it happened earlier, but she was still ignorant at that time. It was that kind of ignorant sadness, not the despair of knowing what these things meant.
She would be very happy at that time, but she would still be like this when she thinks about it.
So I chose the fourteen-year-old whose suffering had not lasted long.
I hope she will be happy when she sees it. This is the first time I write a story for her.
I wrote this novel to tell everyone that there are many dark places and many desperate people in the world.
But, just as Tuanzi will save them, we will also wait for our own salvation, it’s just a matter of time.
This world is really bitter, but we also have reasons to persist in living.
I hope that this novel, this story and Tuanzi can touch you instead of just making you feel negative and pessimistic.
I'm sorry that I wrote so much and affected your viewing experience, but I really just want you to understand a little more, and I also want to express a point.
We can all survive strongly, and everyone must cheer up. (This world will last longer than other worlds, and I mentioned before that I know a couple in my life where both of them are women, and this is related to this world.
We don't have to watch it if we don't like it. After all, she was quite depressed when she was a child and her mental state was a bit unstable, so it took Tuanzi a long time to get close to her.
It will take about twenty chapters from the beginning to the end, so it won’t be very long, but it is still a little longer than the previous world.)
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