my naughty female president

Chapter 281: Constant Happiness

About half an hour later, I saw that the students on the pier were finally packing up their things and preparing to get on the bus. This alternative art class was probably over.

I'm also going to go to the shore to say hello to Huai En. After all, I made her angry last time, so I think I should take the initiative to admit my mistake to her.

I just didn't expect that the school bus had already started after I put the net in the water away. It seemed that she didn't want to give me this chance to admit my mistake, so she couldn't help but secretly sighed.

However, what I didn't expect was that just as the school bus was leaving, I saw Huai En stuck his head out of the window of the school bus and yelled something to me. He didn't hear what Huai En shouted.

I stood on the canoe and yelled at her, "What did you say?"

At this time, I saw all the windows of the school bus were opened, and a row of small heads protruded from it. All the students on the bus shouted at me. This time, I finally heard clearly, and it was true!

"Uncle, Teacher Fang said she likes you!"

"Uncle, Teacher Fang said she likes you!"

That row of small heads yelled twice in a row, let the sea breeze make the voice messy, but it pierced my eardrum instantly like a needle as thin as a cow's hair, and when I heard what the children were yelling clearly For a moment, my whole body froze suddenly, and for a moment, I even became dizzy, almost making me unable to stand.

The school bus disappeared from sight for a moment, but I seemed to have been cursed for a long time without moving. The long-lost feeling of fear swept over my body again, almost making me tremble...

I thought I had cleverly avoided Xiaoyu and ruthlessly avoided Jasmine. I was even complacent that they all had a good home, but I never expected that my catastrophe would not end.

Although I could vaguely see a clue from Huai En's performance after her foot was injured last time, I am also a normal person, how could I not feel that Huai En's unguarded dependence on me has already surpassed that of juniors to elders attachment?How could he not feel the admiration in her eyes?

I felt a faint sense of uneasiness at that time, so I acted decisively, and even drove her away if it made her angry. Fortunately, Lin Junsheng's appearance more or less dispelled my unproven idea.

Although I had a hunch in my heart, when all the suspicions were suddenly presented in front of me in this way, I was still shocked and overwhelmed!

This feeling reminds me of my experience at Molly's house that night. I feel exactly the same as that night, if not worse.

Because I know Jasmine, she is a girl who dares to love and hate, just like she never hides her feelings for me in front of Xiao Tang, and she never let me into disaster after she knew my thoughts In the vortex, but cleverly keep a distance from me because she understands me.

But what about Huai En!Although she looks heartless all day long, she is a single-minded girl. As long as it is something she believes, it will be difficult for others to change her mind. Brought to my courtyard, as if I did not want to see her, she can always find an excuse to come to find me, even last time I did not hesitate to make her angry and drive her away, she still did not care about it boldly in front of everyone. The students in the class expressed their hearts to me!

Facing such a stubborn girl, how should I avoid this disaster this time...

I no longer have the heart to fish, and the fish I catch are put back into the sea. I am no longer in the mood to think about what to eat at night.

There was even a moment when I thought of running away!I thought if I disappeared at this moment so that she would never see me again, would she be able to change to another place and continue to live a safe and sound life!

But where should I go?I know how difficult it is for me to find such a place that makes me happy. I finally took root here. I really don’t want to wander anymore. It’s definitely not because I have a company here. I can transfer the company to Xiao Tang and Moli without caring, and I don't even need to take a penny from the company.I'm just really tired of the upside-down life!

I sat by the sea for a long time, until the sea breeze gradually blew my body cold, until the dusk

Dominating this world, I suddenly realized that I should go home...

It was a few days after Huai En saw me again, I knew she would definitely come, she was probably giving me time, so that I had enough time to digest this thing that hit my heart like a meteorite.

I've actually figured it out, and I think it's time I told her my story.

I think the reason why she is infatuated with me probably started from curiosity. People with stories always attract pity and sympathy from others. How many love affairs in the world start from this.I think as long as she knows my story, maybe she can dispel her curiosity in her heart, and stop having mysterious fantasies about my story, so naturally it will be less attractive, I think.

Although I expected Huai En to come to me soon, I didn't expect that she would come to my courtyard in the middle of the night.

She didn't knock on the door, but came to my window and called me softly, Uncle, Uncle.She knows that my bed is next to the window, and she also knows that I am a very light sleeper...

Her voice seemed to be right next to my ears, and I woke up after calling me twice, and I could even hear the cowardly trembling in her voice.

When I heard this title that could only be called out from her mouth, I suddenly woke up from my dream, and I lost all sleep in an instant. I knew that what should come finally came!

I got dressed and opened the door, only to see Huai En wearing only thin pajamas and a jacket casually outside, standing shivering in the late autumn night.

Her eyes were a little swollen, and she looked at me pitifully, as if she was going to cry or just cried, and people couldn't help but feel compassion when they saw it.

She crossed her arms around her chest, and tightly pulled the skirt of her coat with both hands. The milky white moonlight shone on her trembling shoulders, making her look like a wounded little animal who couldn't find a mother, so cute and pitiful.

"Uncle!" She called me again, her eyes full of grievances.

Only then did I come to my senses, and quickly let her into the room, let her sit on the kang and wrapped the quilt around her body.

"Miss Huai'en, what's wrong with you? Why didn't you sleep in the middle of the night? What happened?" Seeing her trembling unceasingly, I felt a little distressed for no reason.

"Uncle... I, I can't sleep! I have been insomnia for several days..." She looked at me, her eyes seemed to shed tears.

"What happened?" I asked worriedly.

Huai En looked at me silently and didn't speak for a long time. Under her gaze, I didn't dare to meet her gaze for a long time, and turned my head away with a sigh.

"No, nothing happened, I just, I just miss you!" Her voice suddenly dropped.

"I haven't been able to sleep for the past few days. I really want to come to you, but I dare not! I'm afraid you will drive me away again!" She seemed to have been greatly wronged, her voice trembled slightly, and I knew that the trembling was no longer Because of the cold.

"Uncle, I miss you so much. I don't think about you for almost a moment. I can't eat or sleep. If I don't see you again, I'm afraid I will die!" She continued.

My heart sank little by little, and I didn't dare to look up at her. I knew that as long as I saw her eyes, I would be burned by her eyes. I really didn't have the courage to look up.

"Uncle, I wasn't quite sure whether my feelings for you were love or not, but the half month I went home to recuperate made me sure of it. From the moment I left, I had already started to think You, I don't want to leave you, I don't want to leave for a minute, I don't want to leave for a kilometer, I'm sure, uncle, I love you!"

Her emotions became intense with her fiery confession, and I could even hear her heavy breathing when she spoke the last few words. I knew that for a girl to say such words, it would take What a great courage, if she hadn't been unable to hold back the longing in her heart, she would definitely not have knocked on my door in the middle of the night and told me these words that I couldn't bear!

"Uncle! Do you know how long I have been holding these words in my heart? Do you know how difficult it is for me to say these words? If I don't say them again, I will definitely go crazy! Uncle, I beg you not to drive me away I, I really... I, I don't know what's wrong with me, I really don't know what to do!" Her emotions became more and more agitated, and she almost stuttered.

I slowly turned my head and looked at her red and swollen eyes, only then did I realize that I had become a lot haggard without seeing her these days, which made my heart throb so hard.I really want to stand up and walk over to take her frail body into my arms, tell her that I am here, so that she need not be afraid!

But I can't, doing that will only hurt her more deeply, because I know very well that I can't give her the love she wants, and I can't fall in love with anyone again, never!

This is also the real reason why I am so frightened when I meet the signs that feelings are about to come. My heart is dead after Anne died. I have said this long ago. No one can put a dead heart Save me, what I couldn't give to Jasmine back then, I still can't give to Huai En now!

If the end of love is hurt, I would rather it die forever, not because I don't want to, but because I can't.

And I firmly believe that I will die alone in the end. This is my fate, and I can't change it and I can't change it. Not to mention the unsolvable curse, I can no longer bear the woman who loves me. To avoid this catastrophe, the only way to avoid violating the hidden restriction is to let them down ruthlessly from the very beginning, and then we can end each other well.

Physicists say that the matter in this world is constant, even if it will not be a little more or less in tens of thousands of years, I think the same is true of happiness. If someone lives happiness, someone must bear hardships, and if someone is happy, he must Someone is sad.

This is also the reason why I have been demanding myself to live the most simple life with no desires. I can't let myself live too well. I am afraid that I will overdraw my happiness too early, and then disaster will follow. At first, that would be unbearable for me.

I even vaguely felt that Xiaoyu and Dazhuang could get together, and Xiaotang also appeared between Jasmine and me just right, and finally got married. It was precisely because I kept the distance from happiness that they could have a happy relationship Good result, if I had relaxed my vigilance when any of them appeared in front of me, God knows when God will punish me!