Math professor returns to routine

Chapter 406 Self-deception

The time comes in the afternoon.

The visit to the school history museum is over.

Everyone left the courtyard and lined up in the open space outside the entrance.

The senior who was the foreman stood at the front of the team and gave an emotional speech.

"After visiting the school history museum, you must have a lot of gratitude in your heart, right? Our Capital University is the first national comprehensive university in my country. It was founded in 1898 on the occasion of the Reform and Reform. It was called Capital University at the time..."

Without pausing for the senior, Lu You decisively took out his phone and opened vx while shielding himself from the classmates in front of him.

[Husband: Are you done? 】

[Ai Fei: Summarizing. 】

[Beloved Concubine: It’s all over now. 】

[Husband: Shall I go find you later? 】

【Beloved: ()】

The corner of Lu You's mouth raised an imperceptible arc, but in the next second, it returned to its original state.

If you laugh stupidly in public, you will easily be regarded as a fool.

[Husband: Is the student union lecture tonight? 】

[Ai Fei: It’s tomorrow night! 】

[Husband: Do you want me to accompany you? 】

[Beloved Concubine: Four girls and one boy, come if you don’t mind. 】

[Husband: Suddenly I remembered that I have something to do tomorrow night. 】

【Beloved: o(^｀)ohum~】

It’s okay to spend time with your girlfriend.

If you want to bring other people, that won't work.

Lu You felt uncomfortable thinking about it and tied his toes tightly.

[Beloved Concubine: Forget it, let’s not talk anymore. 】

[Beloved Concubine: Come over soon. 】

[My beloved concubine: I’m waiting for you in front of the teaching building. 】

[Husband: Yeah. 】

[Beloved Concubine: Can you only reply one word? 】

[Husband: Yeah. 】

[Concubine: I’m convinced. 】

Lu You put the phone back into his pocket.

At this time, the foreman finished his speech and asked everyone to disperse.

Lu You pulled off the shoulder strap of her schoolbag and said to Zhang Zhichuang and the others, "I'm leaving and I won't be back until about ten o'clock. Do you need me to bring you a midnight snack?"

Zhang Zhichuang: "Rougamo, slightly spicy, with egg."

Gong Qing: "Double egg fried noodles, less salt, add ham, thank you."

Lu You turned to look at Bi Yangde.

I saw his eyes staring blankly somewhere, turning a deaf ear to Lu You's words.

You don't have to think twice to know who Biyangde is looking at.

Alas, what a sin!

Lu You sighed in his heart.

There are no words to describe the feeling of knowing that the road ahead is bleak, but still watching your friends dive headlong into it with full of expectations.

"Lao Gong, hemorrhoids, you two must keep an eye on Lao Bi at night to prevent him from doing stupid things." Lu You warned seriously.

"Ah? It's for no reason. Why did Lao Bi do something stupid?" Zhang Zhichuang asked in confusion.

Gong Qing had some vague guesses.

He also listened to the entire conversation between Lu You and Bi Yangde at noon.

"Don't worry, I will watch."

"It has to be Lao Gong!"

Lu You laughed, left a message "See you in the evening", and then trotted away.

"Hey."

Zhang Zhichuang poked Gong Qing with his finger and asked doubtfully: "What riddle are you and Brother Lu talking about?"

Gong Qing shook his head without explaining much.

"You'll find out tonight."

Zhang Zhichuang frowned and was about to ask a few more questions.

Bi Yangde grabbed his arm, looking inexplicably nervous.

"coming!"

"What's coming?"

The next second, Wang Linghua appeared in front of the three people, which could be regarded as answering Zhang Zhichuang's question.

Wang Linghua looked at Bi Yangde and said calmly: "Are you okay?"

Zhang Zhichuang reacted instantly, his eyes moved back and forth between Bi Yangde and Wang Linghua, with a strong look of gossip on his face.

"You two... want to have dinner together?"

Wang Linghua nodded and replied, "Yes, are you coming?"

Zhang Zhichuang waved his hands repeatedly and said: "No, you two eat, just pretend you have never seen us!"

Although Zhang Zhichuang loves to do housework, he also knows that housework depends on time and occasion, and cannot be done all the time.

Becoming his brother's lightbulb was something that Zhang Zhichuang thought he couldn't do.

Wang Linghua turned her attention to Bi Yangde again and asked, "Are you leaving?"

Bi Yangde's body trembled, as if he had returned to his elementary school days, when he was scolded by the teacher for doing something wrong, and he straightened his back unconsciously.

"Go! Of course we go! We must go!"

"Then follow me!"

After saying that, Wang Linghua turned and left, and Bi Yangde followed closely.

Looking at the backs of the two of them, Zhang Zhichuang expressed his aunt-like kindness and said with emotion: "It seems that it won't be long before I am the only single person left in the dormitory!"

Gong Qing glanced at Zhang Zhichuang and said nothing.

……

On the way to Shaoyuan Canteen.

Bi Yangde kept searching through the memories in his mind, trying to find some interesting topics to chat with Wang Linghua to ease the dull atmosphere between them.

However, whenever he saw Wang Linghua's side face, all Bi Yangde's words would be stuck in his throat and he could not come up.

Wang Linghua had no intention of building a good relationship with Bi Yangde. On the contrary, she made the dinner date just to cut off Bi Yangde's unnecessary thoughts, and she would not take the initiative to talk to him.

So, the two of them were awkward like this.

Until I walked into Shaoyuan Canteen.

The time now is around 5:30, and the last class in the afternoon at the university ends at 6, so there are not too many people in the dining hall.

Looking around, you can see a lot of empty seats.

Approaching the ordering window, Wang Linghua stopped and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

Upon hearing Wang Linghua's question, Bi Yangde's heart beat uncontrollably.

It's useless to make your mind sway with just one sentence!

Bi Yangde cursed secretly and pretended to be calm: "I have never been to the canteen here. I don't know what is delicious. How about you recommend some to me?"

Wang Linghua looked around a few times, then raised her hand and pointed to a window selling barbecued meats on the right, and said: "The roasted duck rice over there is very good, the skin is crispy and the meat is tender, fat but not greasy, and the juice is very flavorful. "

“Since you recommended it, let’s eat roast duck rice!”

"Okay! Let's split up. You have roast duck rice and I'll have stir-fried stir-fries. After dinner, we'll meet back here."

Biyande:? ? ?

What the hell is splitting up!

"Wait……"

Before Bi Yangde could react, Wang Linghua had already blended into the crowd and disappeared.

"What the hell, how can anyone go on a date and prepare meals separately!"

In the end, Bi Yangde went to the barbecue window alone and did not choose to chase Wang Linghua.

After finishing their meal, the two of them met.

We found a bright spot and sat across from each other. Wang Linghua took a spoonful of the food and put it into her mouth. The unique aroma of the hot oil stimulated her taste buds.

Wang Linghua's eyes lit up, and she immediately took out her mobile phone to take a photo and sent it to the dormitory group.

Bi Yangde's mentality was not that relaxed. He was extremely nervous and his eyes glanced at Wang Linghua's face from time to time.

I kept fantasizing about the next conversation between the two in my mind.

Not long after.

Wang Linghua put down her phone and took a formal look at Bi Yangde for the first time.

To be honest, even if Bi Yangde left a bad impression on her when they met for the first time, Wang Linghua still had to admit it.

Bi Yangde's appearance is very good, far above average.

His handsomeness is not a heretic like Xiao Xianrou who is neither yin nor yang, but an extremely orthodox sunny and cheerful person.

The eyebrows are straight and thick, piercing upwards like a long sword. The eyes are big and bright, and they still retain their sparkle.

Although my skin color is slightly darker, my skin is good enough, delicate and firm, and there are no pits.

If she hadn't met Lu You in high school, Wang Linghua didn't think she would be as calm as she was at this moment.

But there is no if in the world.

Wang Linghua quickly withdrew her gaze and said calmly: "Classmate Bi, do you know why I called you vx and then invited you to dinner?"

The unexpected question made Bi Yangde freeze up and his pulse quickened rapidly.

"Why... why?"

"Because I want to make it clear to you face to face that I don't like you, and your liking is just trouble for me."

Bi Yangde felt like he was struck by lightning, and his brain stopped functioning. He finally realized what it means to have one thought of heaven and one thought of hell.

A second ago, he was full of expectations and thinking about how to establish a relationship with Wang Linghua.

The next second, he fell directly into the ice cellar, and all illusions disappeared like bubbles.

Wang Linghua noticed the change in Bi Yangde's mood, but she didn't care and kept talking to herself.

Indecisiveness leads to disaster.

"When you asked for my contact information, my refusal was already implying that I had no feelings for you, so don't bother me.

When I saw you leaving, I thought you would understand. Unexpectedly, Lu You came over to me at noon today and told me that you had no intention of giving up and asked me to reject you face to face. "

Bi Yangde lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly.

"So, you added me as a vx and invited me to dinner just to dispel my thoughts, right?"

Wang Linghua didn't reply and ate in silence.

Bi Yangde smiled bitterly.

No wonder Lu You said a lot of incomprehensible things to him before, but now he understands.

After a while.

Half of the food on the plate was missing.

Wang Linghua suddenly said: "Can I ask why you like me?"

Afraid of embarrassing Bi Yangde, she added: "Of course, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you."

The silence lasted for a long time.

Bi Yangde seemed to have made up his mind. He raised his head and faced Wang Linghua and said, "The reason is very simple. It can be summed up in four words. It was love at first sight."

"Oh! It's just because of sex!" Wang Linghua looked like she suddenly realized something.

A strong sense of shame quickly occupied Bi Yangde's heart.

He wanted to shout out the word "no" loudly, but he couldn't.

Because there is really no difference between falling in love at first sight and falling in love at first sight. They are both the result of the second brother's remote control of the brain.

Seeing Bi Yangde's face gradually turning red, Wang Linghua wanted to laugh inexplicably.

"Classmate Bi, is this your first time alone with a girl?"

As soon as these words came out.

Not only did Bi Yangde blush, his ears were also dyed the same color.

"Is it...obvious?"

"It's very obvious!" Wang Linghua said with a smile.

The sudden smile made Biyangde momentarily distracted.

Then, he took a deep breath and forced down the embarrassment in his heart.

However, the mood is easy to change, but the burning cloud on the face is not easy to subside.

"It made you laugh."

"fine!"

Wang Linghua waved her hands and said, "I laughed because I found it interesting, not because I was laughing at you. Don't get me wrong."

Your explanation makes people even more angry!

Bi Yangde calmed down, straightened his body, and asked: "From your tone, do you think love at first sight is unreliable?"

Wang Linghua suppressed her smile and replied: "If you think love at first sight is reliable, then that's not normal, right?

You don’t know my personality, my preferences, and you don’t even know my name.

Is it reasonable that you can develop feelings for me just after meeting me once? "

Facing Wang Linghua's doubts, Bi Yangde did not flinch at all and looked at her calmly.

“My heartfelt affection for you originated from our first meeting on Monday morning this week, today is Wednesday, and two days have passed so far.

In the past two days, I have explored the nature of love more than once, read many related articles, and finally got my own summary.

The human body has a compensation mechanism. When it is traumatized, the brain will secrete various hormones to balance the body's senses and improve its mobility.

For example, the flashback of a person before death, the lack of pain caused by huge physical damage, watching horror movies is obviously very scary but can't help but want to watch.

Such behaviors have one thing in common: they all trigger the body's compensatory mechanism, causing the brain to secrete dopamine.

But what dopamine brings to people is not satisfaction, but thirst, thirst for desire.

People who like spicy food will not be satisfied with just one Sichuan-Chongqing hot pot. Their taste will become stronger and stronger. People who like massage will pursue more and more powerful massage.

And it just so happens that your appearance triggers my personal compensation mechanism. Dopamine makes me long to be close to you. This is a very reasonable thing. "

After listening to Yang De's theory, Wang Linghua almost finished her meal.

She put the spoon upside down on the edge of the plate and replied: "I probably understand what you are thinking, but I'm sorry, I still don't like you."

Biyangde put his hands under the table, clenched his fists, and said unwillingly: "Is there something I didn't do well enough?"

Wang Linghua tilted her head and said amusedly: "It would be better to say, what did you do well?

We are only chatting for the second time now. Even if you can hold the sun and moon in your hands and pick the stars, I don’t know, right? "

Biyangde twitched the corner of his mouth speechlessly.

It really is!

"Actually, from your previous theory, it is not difficult to see that our two worldviews are in conflict.

You think love at first sight is reasonable from a biological point of view, but my opinion is that love can only develop after being together for a long time.

I remember when I was in the first grade of elementary school, I was passing by the square and saw children playing on pulleys. Their appearance deeply attracted me.

After I got home, I told my mother that I also wanted to learn to pulley. She did not reject me, but made a condition: full marks in Chinese and mathematics in the final exam.

I did it, and my mom kept her promise and bought a pair of roller skates, also pink.

As a result, I only wore it twice and never touched it again. It still sits in my room collecting dust. "

As soon as he finished speaking, Bi Yangde immediately retorted: "I am not a child, I am an adult, and I can be responsible for my words and deeds!"

"But often the most irresponsible people are adults."

Bi Yangde closed his mouth and was speechless.

"It's getting late, that's it!"

Wang Linghua stood up with the dinner plate and said: "You don't have to worry too much. I don't like you, not because you are bad, but simply because I don't feel it. It will be good for you and me to forget about me as soon as possible."

After saying that, Wang Linghua turned around and left.

Biyangde stopped her again.

"Can't we just start as friends?"

After a moment of silence.

Wang Linghua replied: "Do you know what is the cruelest thing in the world? Knowing that there is a dead end ahead, but still giving people a glimmer of hope. I am not a good person, but I don't want to be a bad person."

……

Outside the cafeteria door.

Wang Linghua took out her mobile phone, looked at Bi Yangde's profile picture in the vx address book, thought for a few seconds, and then long-pressed to delete it.

Then, she raised her head, looked at the dark night sky, and suddenly slapped herself.

"That makes perfect sense. Don't you still fall in love with Lu You at first sight and have delusional thoughts? How hypocritical!" (End of Chapter)