After traveling through Demon Slayer, is it possible to survive?

Chapter 135 It's all over - To be revised

I stared at him in a daze, without saying a word, but my eyes were no longer filled with shock like before. Instead, they were filled with a look of concern for the mentally retarded.

But I didn't say it out loud. I pointed my finger at him, then pointed it at myself, and spoke with a tone that was 70% suspicious and 30% serious.

"I, is it you?"

"Yes," Yami replied with a smile using the face of his former self, but it was unusually gloomy.

"Huh..." I said with embarrassment.

Looking at that face, I just felt goosebumps all over my body, so disgusting! Wow... Was my smile so disgusting before?

I looked at him, observing him, but still couldn't see through those empty eyes.

It matches that face perfectly, but...it seems like something is missing.

Like a murderer, he moved into the body of a kind person with his memories.

"I know you don't believe this, but I don't believe it even more. I hope you can just be you and I can just be me. We have nothing to do with each other." An said calmly, and pointed his finger at his head. "But this is the fact. But I am not the one controlling all this. I have no choice but to obey."

As he spoke, he stopped moving his fingers and slowly walked towards me. His dark eyes seemed to devour me.

"Your memory is incomplete. You forgot the existence of the blue spider lily, forgot that the Kamado family had eaten the blue spider lily, and even forgot...the origin of the red sun..."

The dark and hoarse voice sounded like an evil ghost demanding revenge, and it gave me a creepy feeling in this scene that was already on the stormy sea.

I couldn't help but step back, my heart was beating faster, but I didn't feel any fear in my heart. However, I just couldn't stop thinking about stepping back.

"How could my memory be incomplete?! From the time I became conscious to the present, I remember everything I have done clearly!!" I yelled at him, questioning what he had just said!

But my momentum was very weak and could not affect his pace at all, and I could only retreat step by step.

I didn't feel any danger, but I did feel rejected, and it was all sudden!

Suddenly, I felt a tingling sensation in my brain, strong but not enough to make me lose my mind.

Then at this moment, images suddenly appeared in the memory of my mind.

A piece of paper...

Search box...

Nezuko in the comics smiles in the sun...

A yellow halo, and many people wearing white protective masks are looking at me...

“What is this!? How could there be something wrong with my memory! You are lying to me! You are lying to me, right?! How could there be something wrong with my memory? Impossible... Impossible!!”

I kept backing away, one hand in a defensive posture, the other hand pressing my head, and kept backing away.

"You can't bear just a few memory scenes... Why, why would such a coward like you be the chosen leader?"

An looked coldly at me in front of him, and his tone was no longer relaxed, but full of anger and questioning.

Hearing this, I was about to open my mouth to refute, but my body hit something...I couldn't move back.

I turned around subconsciously and saw a lot of hideous faces. They didn't look like humans, but they had human facial features.

A large number of black and red phantoms appeared behind me to stop me from retreating, and attached themselves to my body, with a sticky touch like tentacles, stimulating my nerves at that moment.

"Get out of my way!" I shouted, using the Red Sun to shake off those strange shadows and cover them on my body to form armor.

Just when I was still feeling relieved, Chi Yang, who was covered with a layer of armor, suddenly held me firmly, unable to move.

I was frozen, I was frozen by the Chi Yang that I controlled and couldn't move?!

My mind went blank in an instant. I had never thought that I would be frozen by myself, and this happened without me having any intention of controlling myself at all!

It was as if... Chi Yang belonged to someone else at that moment, and went from protecting me to controlling me.

I... lost control of Chi Yang?!

I raised my head suddenly, but the armor covering Chiyang prevented me from moving at all. I tried my best to look forward, watching him slowly walking towards me.

"I... am the soul you created in this inner scene. You input half of my memories into my mind, making me a unique individual with my own thoughts."

"You let me have your painful memories, but you didn't let me get the source of the pain, so I couldn't release the pain, and thus I kept feeling the pain."

"I was like a puppet, with strength but no power, and could only act according to the orders you once gave me. Until the end, I could not get the freedom I longed for."

"I have been trapped in this inner scene for nearly six hundred years, and I have only been free for more than two seasons. I am your tool and your half, but you are the master and I am the deputy."

"But why, why is "he" so unfair... You and I are one, but why, what I get... is only endless resentment and imprisonment."

"How I envy you, being loved by everyone and living a carefree life."

"I have a ringing in my ears almost all the time."

"That thing called emotion is suppressed deep in my heart. When the feeling comes out, it feels like eating a rag that has been repeatedly rubbed with dirty objects...but I don't know how to express it."

"Every time that happened, I would feel a dull pain in my chest, discomfort, fear, confusion. All the feelings I could think of."

"I thought about leaving, but every time I thought about leaving, a blurry figure would appear in front of me. It was a thin body, and I couldn't see it clearly. But when it appeared, an obsession affected me and made me continue to live in this desperate world..."

"I really wanted to live as an ordinary person, but the one who was chosen was... you."

I listened to the incomprehensible words he slowly said, then watched him slowly approaching, and then saw his full appearance. Now he was only 10 meters away from me.

The moment I saw his full appearance, my eyes widened sharply and I saw something, something he was holding in his hand.

A round jade pendant that combines black and white magatama and is tied with a red rope.

Floating in his palm, his complexion was now very bad, extremely gloomy, and the most important thing... was that there was a hole in his abdomen.

His hands were stained with liquid that looked like blood, as if the jade pendant was taken out from his abdomen by him.

Looking at me who was frozen and unable to move, An seemed to have guessed what I was thinking, so he stopped what he was going to say and spoke.

"The main body of Chiyang is in this jade pendant, so I can control your Chiyang."

An continued to stride forward, slowly approaching under my nervous gaze, and soon came in front of me. At that moment, Chiyang slowly lifted my head until I could look him directly!

I stared at him with angry eyes. I wanted to curse him, but I couldn't make a sound. I could only stare at him.

An ignored my gaze and slowly raised his other hand and stretched it towards me.

"Recalling everything."

[“Why? Does he have to be erased? What exactly is he talking about? I... just want to live in peace, why... do you have to erase my only desire...”] I recalled a lot in this moment, and my brain seemed to sense danger, constantly recalling all the memories after coming to this world.

Like a kaleidoscope of images, one picture after another flashed through my mind.

In just a few seconds, I seemed to have experienced a lot.

[“I just want to live peacefully, why…”] At this moment, I felt unwilling, helpless, and then relieved.

Perhaps it was because I had lived too comfortably in the past that I was unprepared for sudden danger.

A disadvantage from the beginning...

It's all fucking over...

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ps: "I have temporarily stopped updating recently because I need to revise the chapters that are "pending revision", so the latest chapters will not be updated for the time being.

As for when the update will be made, it may be when all those "pending revisions" are revised, or when there are more drafts saved.

Moreover, the plot after the next update may be a bit old-fashioned, because the subsequent plots are basically all about fighting.

As for the ending, whether it is sweet or sad, I actually don’t know how to write it.

If it's sweet, then there must be a lot of follow-up plots, and I'm lazy...

But if it was a knife, the ending wouldn't be so good, and it would be much more complicated, and I'm lazy...

So look forward to the next update.

Oh, I have something special to say.

The protagonist of the next plot has some special values. I can’t tell whether they are good or bad, or maybe they are attacking people’s values. Anyway, I went a little crazy while writing those drafts.

If I have a chance, I'll add "schizophrenia" to the description."

ps: "Bye for now."