Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 550 I Want to Return to Xumi

Time kept passing, and the matter was indeed kept secret. I always thought I would be well soon, but found out that I wasn't. Like a madman, I would always open the window suddenly in the middle of the night and go out to see the scenery.

It is always very noisy when no one is around, and quiet when there are people around.

I communicate less and less with people, and the voice in my throat has become a little vague. That’s because of the sound pressure caused by not speaking normally for a long time.

Am I becoming a madman?

As Nuolinxi thought about this, he suddenly realized that what he did seemed to be consistent with the content of the book he had read before, and he seemed to be a madman...

After going through so many things, all of which are fake, it does make people feel crazy. By the way, who am I?

“…I am Norinxi?”

There was no response, but after a while, I seemed to hear someone laughing and shaking their head. Could it be that I said something wrong? Wait, was this my original name?

"What's my name again?"

"Take a guess."

"Who are you...Who are you? Who are you?!"

Once again in the room, a sword was inexplicably taken out, and Jane waved it in an open space for a whole circle, but there was no trace. It took a long time before she finally realized that this was not the case.

Thinking of this, I put the sword back and it fell to the ground. Wait, I remembered to put it back into the scabbard!

The scabbard was beside me, and the sword I was holding was... No, I had it wrong... My hand was covered in blood, it seemed I had held the sword... the wrong way around...

"No, no, no, no!"

I feel like my spirit has completely collapsed. Why are there always so many things?

There were all kinds of things in front of me. It took me a while to realize that it was time to rest, so I lay back on the bed. It seemed like someone was talking under the quilt, but there was no one.

This kind of day did not remain hidden for long, on the seventh day.

"Are you really okay?" He shook his head at his friend whom he hadn't seen for almost three days.

"Why haven't you brought your terminal with you lately?"

"..."

After wearing the terminal, I always felt uncomfortable, so I was forced to take it off. Later I found that I accidentally clipped the strange thing on my ear again. I can't be sure that the thing is really the thing in front of me. It always changes. I don't know what's going on...

"Did I see something wrong?"

"..."

"Don't be too nervous. I just want to say a few words. I don't mean to blame you. I know you are in pain now, so I want to help..."

"I...saw a lot of things. They were strange and incomprehensible. I always thought that this was very strange. I couldn't even distinguish normal things for a long time. I had auditory and visual hallucinations...I mean, I would hear non-existent voices and see non-existent things. I might be sick..."

"Have you been hiding this? Don't worry, we have very, very good doctors who will definitely be able to cure you..."

"…This is an incurable disease, at least for now. Maybe there will be a turn for the better in the future, but it won't happen now. I am very conscious now. What I mean is, can I leave? I want to go home, I want to go home, I want to see the children, but I might hurt them. If I really hurt them, what should I do? I…"

"Why do you always put pressure on yourself? If you want to leave, you can leave at any time. The Emperor has already said..."

"I did something wrong, I did something wrong... You didn't kill me, right? I'm still alive, right? Then then..."

"You're still alive, you're still a living human being, don't worry." Ping'er was used to the fact that the other party would always say all kinds of words. Sometimes these words were not coherent, but they just needed to calm the other party down. "Don't worry, everything is fine. Your mental state has begun to stabilize, isn't it?"

How is that possible? I have made up my mind, but I am getting better and better at pretending. I will try my best to distinguish the difference between the hallucination and the present, and then pretend that I can't see it...

"It does seem to be getting better, so should I leave here by myself?"

"If you need me, I will speak to Lord Emperor and accompany you there."

The scars brought by this land are so deep that in the past, present and future, they may leave traces in the other party's heart, as if the other party and this place are incompatible and they will experience different disasters every time they come here.

"Please stay with me. I don't want to be locked up somewhere for more than 100 years. I don't want to live quietly and miserably in a certain place for so long. I don't want to..."

"Well, I'll be back soon, don't worry."

Traveling with a good friend also happens to be a vacation. The recent battlefield situation has calmed down a lot, and there is basically no need to worry about anything. Everyone is in a stable state for the time being, which is a strategic rest, because humans really can't take it anymore.

So the gods tacitly decided on peace temporarily, and people were enjoying the peace in this gap, perhaps because it was the autumn harvest?

Because at the time of autumn harvest, mortals have more important things to do than fighting. Gods will not die if they don't eat, but mortals will die.

"I'm still thinking about my cat. It will definitely welcome me, definitely..."

"Well, can you play with her next time we meet?"

"That's right, Xiao Hei is the best cat in the world..."

Looking at those gentle, smiling eyes, it seemed like we were back to the beginning, back to when we first met.

At this moment, I am recalling the happiness and beauty. Those memories have not been completely deleted.

"I seem to remember a very good person, but I forgot him..."

"There is no need to delve too deeply into the memories in dreams. The memories in dreams are fictitious, so don't worry too much..."

"But I may have forgotten my friends."

"How could that be? How could I forget my friends? Friends will never be forgotten. Friends are always around, right?"

"Oh, I shouldn't have forgotten, I shouldn't have forgotten..."

Have you really not forgotten? Why does it seem like someone is always talking in my ear?

The rest of the journey took four days. Nolinxi didn't need to rest, he just hurried on, which didn't make him very tired.

But the friend still forced the other person to rest. Although the friend was indeed very capable, if a person does not rest for a long time, he will collapse mentally.