Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 751 I Hate Winter

Is there any way to avoid being forgotten?

It's simple. The reason everyone has forgotten is because they are bound to forbidden knowledge...

The World Tree can tamper with memories. I just need to change the associated person to myself, and then be forgotten forever...

How could I possibly live to that point? I have too many games. I should think of some other methods instead of using this obviously unreliable method...

"You have a lot of things you want to say, I want to know..."

"...It's something that has something to do with you, but it's best if you don't know. Please believe me, I won't break my promise to you. I've always loved you."

I have always loved you, I have always loved you, I am willing to accompany you, and I don’t know what the result will be.

"I trust you because of our friendship and because I know you."

God knows what kind of person the other person is and what kind of heart the other person has. He believes that the other person will not hurt him easily or do anything that goes against his faith.

Thank you for your trust, it's like...

"If I need any help, I will ask for your help. If I don't ask for your help, it means that things are not at their worst."

When you feel like you have no way to end it all, you will seek help.

"I'll help you with anything you need."

I stayed with the god quietly for a while. There was a favorite smell on the god's body, like a warm, blooming flower. Yes, this is my favorite smell.

I fell asleep peacefully in the arms of the god. I don’t know how much time had passed. The god had left long ago. Lying in the warm bed, my hands and feet were freezing. I felt so cold even though I was covered with a thick quilt.

"Um……"

"Are you cold?"

"Um……"

Talk to the sword.

I heard a faint breathing sound, is anyone there?

"……mom?"

"...Come to us again, my child, are you a little cold?"

"I'm a little cold. Come in. It's okay. The door isn't closed, right? It should be..."

"Okay, I'm coming... Mom, are you cold? Do you need me to warm you up?"

“…” The mother was very cold. She held the child quietly, but she shivered from the cold, which made her feel uncomfortable.

"Mom is so cold, she's as cold as the ice outside..."

"Well... Mommy is as cold as the ice outside. Maybe one day Mommy will always be this cold. You are so warm and comfortable. Mommy likes you so much..."

"Mom likes me, and I like her too, because she makes me feel warm, comfortable, and happy... Mom isn't as warm as she used to be, but I still like her."

Mom is cold, but a cold mother is also very comfortable. I like you.

Being together, leaning on each other, it seemed like this was absolutely beautiful, but it was still cold, and it was still uncomfortable...

"Mom loves you very much, but Mom is so tired. Mom is not that great. Mom can't change much even if she tries her best. Mom is trying to accept it all. Mom is no longer the person she was when she was young and believed that she could change everything. It's so painful, so desperate..."

This is the first time I say this to my child because time is running out and I don’t know how much longer I can hold on. My body is sick again, just like an ordinary person. I am starting to age, get sick, and cough up blood.

"...Mom is going to die, right? Mom is going to leave me forever, right? Mom is going to be like those withered flowers, right?"

The child's voice became increasingly agitated, tears streaming down his face. He reached out and stroked the child's face, slowly wiping away the tears. The warm tears flowing into his palm brought a little pain...

"My name is Nuolinxi, the Sunset Witch. I won't die easily, my child. I promise you, even though I'm now rich and disabled, I'm not that close to death. I'm still not the powerless person people say I am. I can still change..."

"..."

"You should accept death. Death is inevitable, so you have to accept it. It's normal. You should understand that death is never reasonable, unless you can kill the one who represents death with your own hands. But how is that possible?"

He didn't notice the child's increasingly serious expression and the silent oath he was making. How could this be possible? How could death be avoided? He could only accept it. Even the gods could not escape the torment of death, nor could they escape its pursuit.

Accepting death calmly does not mean that you cannot fight it, life will be different.

But no matter what, don't forget to fight against everything. Even if death is destined, you must try to live a little bit before going. No matter what, don't die in pain and despair. When you feel despair about death, that is the time for death to take advantage of the opportunity.

"Mom should live well and live happily forever, instead of dying. If she dies, there will be nothing left. Not stars, not the moon, not flowers, not dew, not clouds, not the fairy tales we talk about at all!" The child shouted with all his might but his voice was desperate.

"Little Eldana... Mommy hopes you can understand that time will take away everything, and death will take away everything. Mommy doesn't want you to suffer, but Mommy tells you that everything will be painful... Mommy hopes you are happy and hopes you can stay with Mommy, but Mommy forgets that Mommy can't be with you forever."

Despair keeps spreading, and the child feels uncomfortable, sad, and unhappy, but no matter what, this is the fact and he has to accept it no matter how desperate he is.

"Mom, can you survive this winter?"

"...I'm not sure. I'm not sure if I can survive this cold winter, but I should be able to. After all, winter is different from winter, isn't it?"

Winter is seen as something that takes away life, but it is also seen as something that brings hope...

Winter means spring is coming. Winter is cold, but also beautiful. If you like it, you like it. If you don’t like it, you don’t like it, isn’t it?

"I hate winter so much. Mom is miserable in winter. I also hate winter when Mom is miserable. When Mom is miserable, I am miserable too..."

I feel sad when my mother feels sad, and I feel sad when my mother feels sad.

"If you're sad, Mom will be sad too. If you're upset, Mom will be upset too. So it's the same for everyone, okay? Mom will be with you..."

The warmth of holding the child, this time passed from the child to my hands, so warm, like sunshine, like rain and dew.