Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 799: Accepting Your Imperfections

"It's a bit strange to say that... I admit that there are some so-called differences between me and ordinary people, but they are not that drastic."

"...Being willing to admit my own peculiarities is also a part of growing up. After all, I wouldn't have allowed myself to say these things before."

"...Do I really look like a child in your eyes? I believe that everything I do is based on the thinking and exploration of an adult, not what you say..."

"Just like what was said in that book you read, if a person suffers a severe psychological trauma in childhood, their age will be frozen, or their psychological age will be frozen... Your childhood has brought the dampness of your entire life. You are quite interesting. You are like a child wearing adult clothes. It used to be like that. You tried your best to make adults happy because of you, but they made you suffer. It's very interesting..."

Nuolinxi is very much like a child, with a childish temper, like a child who likes to make unreasonable troubles, and like a child who is moody and unpredictable...

"...I'm not a child anymore, don't say this to me like this!"

In front of the other person, everything about myself is known, and I feel like a helpless child. For my past, this is painful, for my past, this is despair. The other person knows all the secrets and answers, so it is particularly painful...

"Your child is just becoming more and more like you. He's the best child you've ever raised. That's it. This is the answer and the truth. Do I need to say anything more?"

"...I gave the doll its own heart, right?" This sentence means that I gave the doll its own soul and heart, allowing it to truly understand the world, like a pure child, rather than a cold experimental subject. Just like a child in childhood, whether it is treated with warmth and has a future, whether it can face everything is the same...

"Yes, that's the answer. You personally showed me kindness and respect. Ambition will continue to grow. This is true for humans, and for puppets as well..."

The eyes of the person in the mirror became even redder, and he licked the corners of his lips, obviously wanting to drink some blood...

"Thank you for answering my questions. I understand. I will try to change my mindset when talking to my child, and I'm willing to give you something in return."

Gently scratching the fingertip, blood dripped onto it, countless blood mixed together, so much blood, so much blood...

More blood flowed out than expected, and the sword was even a little bloodless. After a while, the last drop of blood was cleaned up, and it returned to its original state. The person in the sword closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep. This time, his true self was reflected.

"..."

What if it really is a child? I haven't even considered being a mother. Even though I call myself a mother, do I really qualify as one? Am I a useless person?

Nuo Linxi was a person who was constantly struggling. Although he often seemed to make very successful decisions, his hands were shaking every time he made a decision. He didn't know if his decision would go wrong, so he could only try his best to do everything...

But once you decide to complete something, then never stop on the road. Before you reach the end, please don't question your decision. After all, you will know the good and bad after you reach the end of the road. A stubborn person who won't turn back until he hits the wall...

"I know how to face you, my child..."

Nuolinxi finally understood how to face all this. That was to teach and impart everything she knew to her children. Children are the continuation of life, and they are the continuation of you. You love your children...

I selected a few plants that are very suitable for making medicine, found the big pot that I haven't used for a long time, and put some water in it. The next step is to make the potion. I will teach the children starting tomorrow. This is my best part!

Will the child like all this? I don't know. If they like it, that's great. If not, they can learn a little, but not too much, otherwise they will be tired.

"Speaking of flowers blooming, I haven't seen them for long, but now they are all in bloom. They are so beautiful."

With the slight injection of elemental power, the flower that was originally in bud now truly blooms. What a beautiful flower!

"You are such a beautiful, incredible flower, so please keep blooming no matter what, you are beautiful..."

"Mother?"

"?! When did you come? Oh my god, I was scared to death, you are so rude. Did you just hear it?"

"Um……"

Mom is very gentle, and she is seriously praising the blooming flowers...

"! That me..."

Did you hear everything? Including all the things he just said to himself, would you think it was just his own speech or something else? Well, it shouldn't be misidentified, right?

"The mother talking to herself in front of the flowers is so cute, there's no need to cover it up!"

Is my mother like other children? She is also like a lovely child. It’s wonderful. My mother is so lively!

"Hmm... Hearing this, it's really a bit hard. Okay, Mom does have a habit of talking to herself, and she also likes to say these things to flowers. Don't tell anyone, this is a secret between Mom and you, okay?"

"Ok!"

"Didn't you just go out with Lelan? Why are you back?"

It's really a bit strange. Why did the child come back? He was so happy when he went out to play before, and then he didn't come back for a long time...

"Because I miss my mom. I miss her so much lately. I feel so uncomfortable when I'm out of her sight. It feels like a piece of my heart is missing..."

"Well... Mommy misses you too. To be honest, my child is really interesting. When I'm with you, I don't feel so bad..."

"Hmm? What are these?"

"I originally wanted to tell you about these things tomorrow. These are things Mom wants to teach you. Tomorrow I'll start teaching you about alchemy potions. That's Mom's specialty!"

"Yeah! I did learn the theoretical knowledge for a long time. To be honest, how long did it take my mother?"

"Hmm...about one year and six months, three weeks and two days...that's about it. You've learned some parts, but you need to learn more on your own. Mom will teach you, or rather, you've already learned it. You're learning much faster than I thought. You can learn almost everything in a week. Sigh, Mom is a little scared..."